LILY CROWDER / A MONDAY IN FEBRURAY

A Monday In February

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In this deeply honest and sacred conversation, Lily Crowder shares the unthinkable journey of losing her 15-year-old son to suicide—and the slow, tender trust that followed. The conversation explored grief, trauma, and the dismantling of the God we thought we knew, making space for a bigger, more present God who meets us in our darkest places. This episode isn’t about easy answers—it’s about learning to sit in pain, to feel what we’ve been taught to avoid, and to rediscover beauty in the smallest moments, like the sound of birds breaking through the silence. If you’ve ever faced loss, wrestled with faith, or wondered if healing is possible, this conversation offers language, companionship, and hope.

For more information about Lily
https://www.lilycrowder.com/

PAUL GOLF / DAMASCUS: ENCOUNTER THE UNEXPECTED CHRIST

From Performance to Peace: How Beloved Identity Changes Everything

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Jason reconnects with his friend (and occasional co-host) Paul Golf for a laughter-and-theology conversation that starts with Dutch tacos and ends with a gospel that actually works outside a “climate-controlled” church environment. Paul shares the story behind Damascus: Encounter the Unexpected Christ—how transformative encounters with Jesus dismantled fear-based paradigms (wrath, separation, performative spirituality) and forced him to find new language for what he’d experienced. Together, they explore why “a prophet’s job is to remove fear,” why revelation comes before instruction, and how salvation looks less like “getting in” and more like waking up inside the Father’s house—from dreamland/nightmareland into the reality of union and perfect love that casts out fear—plus a quick preview of the Bristol (May 29–30, 2026) gathering.

For more info on Paul Golf:
https://championsofhope.co.uk/

To purchase Paul’s new book:
https://Damascusbook.com/

For more info on the From Presence to Encounter Weekend, Friday 29th & Saturday 30th May in Bristol:
https://championsofhope.co.uk/2026/02/02/from-presence-to-encounter/

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MARK CASTO / FROM PERFORMANCE TO PEACE: HOW BELOVED IDENTITY CHANGES EVERYTHING

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In this conversation, Mark Casto shares his transformative journey from a life rooted in legalism and performance-based ministry to one centered on beloved identity and God’s unconditional love. He reflects on the challenges he faced, including panic attacks and the pressures of ministry success, and how these experiences led him to a deeper understanding of grace and the importance of family. Mark discusses the importance of community in spiritual growth and the challenges he faced while planting a church. Ultimately, he emphasizes the need to redefine success in ministry and the power of living in beloved identity.

Mark and Jason also explore themes of identity, self-discovery, and the journey of pastors in the context of a shifting church landscape. They discuss the importance of rediscovering one’s true self, the challenges faced by shepherds, and the need for a reformation within the church. The dialogue emphasizes the significance of questioning authority, embracing beloved identity, and the genius of redemption in the Christian journey. Ultimately, they highlight the importance of community, connection, and the freedom to be oneself in the pursuit of faith and purpose.

For more information on Mark:
https://markcasto.co/

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LISA WENTWORTH COUTUTRE / BELOVED UNION

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In this engaging conversation, Lisa Wentworth Couture and Jason explore the profound themes of love, identity, and healing through the lens of union. Lisa shares her personal journey of discovering God’s love and the concept of ‘Beloved Union,’ emphasizing that salvation is not a transaction but a relational awakening to our true identity in Christ. They discuss the impact of shame, the importance of community support, and the inherent innocence within each person. The conversation culminates in a reflection on the simplicity of the gospel and the transformative power of truth and reconciliation.

For more info on Lisa:
https://www.facebook.com/lisa.wentworthcouture

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TREVOR MEIER / DISCOVERING A MORE BEAUTIFUL GOSPEL

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In this shared podcast conversation, Trevor Meier (Naturally Supernatural) and Jason explore their spiritual journeys, focusing on sonship, the nature of God’s love, and the importance of community in faith. They discuss their experiences in ministry, the impact of revival movements, and the shift from a transactional view of God to an unconditional love view. The conversation highlights the process of detoxifying from fear-based theology and embracing a life of union with God, ultimately awakening to the measureless love that defines their faith. The guys also explore the transformative journey of understanding the gospel, emphasizing themes of inclusion, identity, and living from love. They discuss the shift from a sin-focused mindset to one of acceptance and freedom, highlighting the importance of community. The dialogue also addresses the significance of friendship with God and the joy of sharing these revelations with others, while incorporating the light-hearted theme of tacos as a metaphor for connection and community.

For more info on Trevor:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@naturallysupernatural777/videos
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/trevor.meier.16

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JEROMY JOHNSON & DAVID ARTMAN / CHRISTIAN UNIVERSALISM: THE GOSPEL WITHOUT AN EXPIRATION DATE

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Jeromy Johnson, from Slutty Grace Podcast, partners with RGWT Podcast to host David Artman and Jason Clark. The fella’s explore Christian universalism not as a fashionable doctrine or theological loophole, but as a coherent, compelling way of seeing God—one that only makes sense if Jesus truly reveals a God whose love is measureless, non-violent, and relentlessly restorative. They push back on dualism, punishment frameworks, and the “ticking clock” gospel (say the prayer before you die or you’re done), and instead explore union, consent, and restoration—a God who doesn’t “look away,” whose justice flows through love, and whose “aeonian” correction is about healing, not revenge. Along the way: early church fathers, time and eternity, “Dr. Evil vs Dr. Frankenstein” theology, parking-lot faith conversations, and a stunning story about meeting God at rock bottom—and wondering if that God is “allowed in church.”

For more info on Jeromy Johnson:
https://www.sluttygrace.com/

David Artman:
https://www.davidartman.net/

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NATHAN APFFEL / THE RELIGION BUSINESS

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In this conversation, Nathan Apffel shares his journey with Brooke Waters and Jason from being a filmmaker in the action sports industry to being a creator of a docuseries that explores the complexities of faith and the church. He discusses his personal experiences that shaped his understanding of God, the role of fatherhood in his spiritual awakening, and the importance of transparency and accountability within the church.

Nathan emphasizes the need for the church to evolve and address its issues while highlighting the beauty of community and personal ministry. The conversation also sets the stage for the second season of ‘The Religion Business,’ which aims to confront deeper issues within the church and offer tangible solutions.

Then the conversation turns to the role of the church in addressing social issues such as foster care, homelessness, and child sexual abuse. Nathan emphasizes the importance of community empowerment, the need for reform within church structures, and the potential for innovative models of gathering that foster connection and support.

To learn more about Nathan or The Religion Business:
https://www.thereligionbusiness.com/about

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PETER HELMS / KINDNESS IS GOD’S NATIVE TONGUE

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This conversation is a warm, funny, deeply human tour through Peter Helms’ story—and the theology that leaks out of it like “liquid love.” Peter opens up about life in Germany: a wildly inclusive open-home rhythm where atheists, grandkids, and a “youth group” of 70+ year-olds all belong at the same table. Peter frames the gospel as an awakening to what’s already true: God is not “over there,” but in us, with us, and mysteriously everywhere—drawing bigger circles than we ever could. The throughline is union and kindness: love wins, fear shrinks, stage-platform hierarchies fall away, and the “good news” becomes less about convincing people and more about hosting them—through presence, story, food, laughter, tears, and the simple, stubborn refusal to leave anyone outside the circle.

For more info on Peter:
https://www.helmsconnect.com/?utm_source=chatgpt.com

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CHRIS BLACKEBY / DISCOVERING YOUR IDENTITY IN CHRIST!

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In this conversation, Chris Blackeby shares his journey through burnout, healing, and a profound shift in understanding God’s nature. He discusses the importance of living from a place of union with God and the transformative power of faith and trust in God’s provision. Chris also shares his transformative journey from experiencing deep pain and abandonment to discovering God’s unwavering love and provision. He recounts miraculous encounters during his travels, emphasizing the importance of living from love. The discussion explores themes of identity, sonship, and the nature of faith, highlighting the shift from servanthood to friendship with God. Chris emphasizes that understanding God’s character is crucial for a fulfilling relationship with Him, and he encourages listeners to embrace their identity as beloved children of God.

For more information on Chris Blackeby
https://www.asheisministries.org/

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2025 & KINDNESS WITH JASON CLARK

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In this end-of-year episode, Jason reflects on 2025, sharing personal stories and testimonies that highlight the transformative power of God’s kindness and love. Jason emphasizes the importance of community connections and the impact of God’s love in personal growth. The podcast culminates with a Taco Tuesday Teaching pulled from the Rethinking God with Tacos Circle Community. Jason speaks to how kindness is a foundation for transformation and authentic living. 

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